IF YOU COULD FIND A WAY TO TAKE AWAY THE PAIN, WOULDN'T YOU CHASE IT? WORKED ON THROUGH THE NIGHT, WAS FILLED WITH GOOD INTENTIONS... TO BUILD A BETTER MIND, THAT WAS MY INVENTION. I THOUGHT I'D FOUND A WAY, BUT NOW I'M LOSING FAITH, WHY DID I CHASE IT? /// SOMETHING 'BOUT THE NIGHT THAT BRINGS ME A STRANGER ... BUT NOW THERE'S TEARS IN HER EYES, SHE'S SCREAMING NOW THERE'S TEARS IN HER EYES, SHE'S CRYIN' NOW THERE'S TEARS IN MY EYES, WHAT A CLEVER DISGUISE SHE'S PUT ON.... /// stolen pharmaceuticals... flintstone tablets, chewable... kids were the future once, now i'm feelin' futureless ... ADDERALL AND AMBIEN, TAKEN FROM YOUR PARENTS' CRIB ... ADDERALL AND AMBIEN FOR EVERY YOUNG AMERICAN ... WHAT I NEED AND WHAT I WANT, AMBIEN AND ADDERALL /// buy, into the things they say, they eat away your will.. you've everything you need... Love, to bring you to your knees... and watch you as you bleed, and give your power away.. GIRLS TALK SHIT WHEN YOU'RE BACKED UP AGAINST IT, DON'T BELIEVE ANY WORD THAT THEY HEAR.. AND YOU CAN'T DO WHAT IT IS THAT YOU WANT, WITHOUT SOME LITTLE BITCH IN YOUR EAR... GIRLS TALK SHIT, MAKING NO BONES ABOUT IT, WHEN YOU'RE SOMETHING THAT THEY DON'T UNDERSTAND... /// "It's not easy," she would say, ripping paper into the ash tray.. "It's not easy to erase your blood." ... Once, she found a man to treasure. They planted flowers of warning, fearing frost. Late in the shallow evening, while their enemies slept, they hammered the soil with slender fists, asking for answers in green. His value declined when he offered his name. /// mastodon jumpscare ///i wanna touch you, but i'm scared. i really love you, though, i swear. i dread the moments you're not there. i need your hands in my hair, hair.... Morning comes, calm your nerves, take a breath, what have you learned? Oh, don't let it show... Shining on the outside, failure sure can crystalize, oh, help me break through... I wanna touch you, but i'm scared... I really love you though, i swear... i had another nightmare... covered in sweat and unprepared... I WOKE AND YOU WEREN'T THERE /// There's spring in the air... they're sweeping the streets... wind is a breeze, the sun becomes her, he agrees... what's holding up her face? nothing but blue skies... Passageways to windows that don't close.... Where do you live? Love is a place... Where are you from? She says, "ask yourself, ask anyone..." WHAT'S HOLDING UP HER FACE? NOTHING BUT BLUE SKIES... PASSAGEWAYS THE MIND'S EYE CONTEMPLATES...... /// they took all his money and all that he had, but he smiled with his eyes and his face was blood red ... 'cause i am alive, and there's blood in my arms... I'll live, till i die, till i die.... THERE'S MORE INSIDE OF ME THAN SKIN AND BONES .... I AM BORN AGAIN TODAY, AND ALL MY SINS ARE WASHED AWAY, THERE'S MORE INSIDE OF ME THAN SKIN AND BONES ... ///
